I hate a the reaper slash angel of death or whatsoever. Technically their only job is makes people sad. Not only people but all creatures in the universe. Why? Because they took the soul of some people’s lover, some people’s daughter and even enemies, the last one is better if you really realize it. You don’t need to cry when you see your enemies death. Despite of everything I hate much, here I am, a sensible Death Angel. I can handle to face it but I really want to apply another job that suitable for the sense I have if possible.
In the crowd of senseless creature, I’m the only female created or born?-we’ll find out later, the only angel who has feeling, the only angel who has a lust. Apart from me, the entire angel are frozen, they’re blind, deaf, and dumb for any forbidden thing. I, even myself cannot imagine how lonely I’m. I have no family, no female friend and no even boy friend, remember the fact that I am the only creature who has only lust. When I was in the top of these loneliness, I was tried hard to not to kill the most beautiful woman I’ve ever met to let her mate broken heart because my envious to this couple. To see them in love each other makes me thing a possibility for me to have the same fate, and to kill that woman, will make her spouse as lonely as I am, even just for a while-That’s what I hate from human, they love easily and forget easily. Besides, I will be a damn evil if I would kill any creature. What I was told to myself is that I’m not evil. I’m angel, the most cruel angel though.
Today-now, my job-which I always hate-is taking the soul of the “Evil of darkness”, at least that’s what mentioned in the “book of order”. The rumor said that he killed and murdered more than 500 people per month in 100 centuries, I don’t have any aim to count how much people did he killed but I don’t know what kind of creature he is either-realize that he lives so many years. But factually, he was killed indiscriminate, man, woman, kids, all of them in the thousands different places. I feel a little relieve because at least there’s a more damn creature than me. At least I’m not killing, I just took souls. I kept flying and searching this damn male. But still I will feel guilty to take his soul don’t care how damn he is. No body’s reserved to be died. But it’s just the matter of time. And only us, the angels who know the reason why someone needs to die. Some of them because they’re going to kill their parents when they can, some because they’ll be a murderer when it’s time that’s why we need to take their soul before its happen. So many reasons, but no matter what’s the reason, they still not deserve to die.
I imagine how this guy look. I was thinking that he must a vampire or werewolf as in myth-as per human. It was not a myth for me because I have killed-I mean took-some of their souls. I have took the first vampire creature and kind of it. They said strong and hard but it was easy for me, not because I can fight him, but because it was his time. Eventually our job-as a death angel-is just taking soul, and bring it to its place. Not split the soul from the body. Times and its Driver did it. Places of souls also based on their kindness or manner, but I never really come to their place as I just throw them away when I need to send them to the deep fire, and I will just allowed to send them until the front door when the soul should pass to heaven. And both of places has a different level. Just like an apartment or buildings, the best one should be in the top level and the worst one should be in the lowest level. But we don’t choose for them, their deeds would do it. If Evil is his call name, so what I think is he must have a really bad look as a beast or alien or whatever human can imagine. Despite of the fact that I was not a human, so what I think is just he’s not a good-looking full stop.
His light is little difficult for me to trace. Eventually I can see the soul’s light as bright as the sun and my wings will automatically spread and run to the light, but this is very dark which is I am unable to see any lights. I begin to doubt myself of this target. I am flying around to trace any sign for me to catch, but none. I double check the book of order in my left hand, correct place, correct time and correct soul? There we no due soul here. No soul should be token here as there are no soul in this dark mountain. I fully spread my wings to be focus and concentrate to find out what’s going on. Suddenly there’s a sign from the book and its posthaste open. All I can read is “Leave Now!!!” and I can’t see the rest words as a tons of things-I have no Idea what-attack my wings and make me overbalance. And I see nothing but darkness.
“Stupid angel” I heard someone murmured. I ignore the chatter as I felt so cold and hurt in my back. What? They create me to feel pain too? For any reason unexplainable? I was more than 100 years live or exist but in every instance in every second in my life was as surprising as the first year I was created. Stupid. That’s the correct designation. I’ve tried to open my eyes “What’s happen?” moaned to myself. “hahahaha!!! Hahaha!” The hard voice laugh of loud. “They send me you? The weakest and the only female-stupid-angel to take my soul? Hahaha” I don’t like the voice, unfriendly and self-prouder. The super-brightest lights dazzling my eyes and make them secondly blinded. Suddenly I realize that this is the light of soul, the light of my target. I try hard to stand upright and spread my wings, start to swelling my illumination body as I feel that my body size was decrease into a human size, maybe because of the afflicted. It’s surprisingly stuck, I can’t expand my wings. “Hey tiny, stuck on your size?” the hard voice mocked. Slowly the light fading up, strangely Its relieving me. The darkness relieving the light creature?.
“Why you call me stupid? That was not my false if I was falling away to the ground because of you” I asked him innocently. I am waiting without see him, It’s enough for my stupidity because I was failed to take his soul. I will not let him see my lightly-blue eyes. “Hmmm” I heard him chuckle as he continues “Avoid to see me?” He’d ignored my question “I knew that the angel forbidden to show their lights to others, do you have any idea why?” I shook my head. I can feel he move to where I am sitting, I can feel his breath now, I can see his soul intertwine in one beautiful light, such like pearls. I was wondering why this damn creature has such an admiring soul. Not a human soul, nor evil souls. “Because the light of your eyes will killed any human and other creatures around. They will burned because of the lights” he explained as if I know nothing about that, but I was trying not argue with this one. He continued “but unfortunately it cause nothing in me, it won’t kill me at all”. I was bit surprise that unconsciously turn up my head and meet his eyes. He chuckled to see my astonished sight. His eyes is lightly too. And I feel that I’m lost in his mesmerizing face, he is an angel, no doubt. His face is more charming, more gorgeous and more fascinating than any angel I have met. His blue eyes darker, sharper, deeper than any single creature in the universe and most unimaginable.
“Ss so are you an angel too?” I ask him in doubt. Out of fact that I knew he is.
“Technically yes”
“But?”
“But?” he ask me back with eyebrows wrinkled.
“But why the book of order mentioned that you were Evil of Darkness?” I answer
“I was actually a Dark Angel, the occupant of the darkness who took the soul of evil or practically a strong-evil creature such as demon, vampire, kind of”
“Was?”
“Yeah” his eyes pain, his face frozen while he continued “I am not this good-looking ‘till I have betrayed an order”
What does he mean? I never see anyone or anything more beautiful than him. I can’t imagine how gorgeous he is before this insurgence or whatever it is. I can see that he’s waiting “What was an order?”
“I was commanded to took a soul of a half-human new born” I shuddered “The little baby was the first in the history, her mother was so strong to keep her born alive, as if she’s not a weak human. The mother saw me when I was just step-ground and collate my wings, she beg me to save her daughter which was still in her womb. My mission is to take the soul of the two forbidden parents and the baby, but I just can’t help to skip the baby”
“why?” I asked him curiously
“Because she said that she Love me and I was curse to be with her ‘till the rest of my life” his face in pain again and chuckle in the same time
“It’s ridiculous, I will not Love the one who kill my parents”
“But you did”
We both laughing but he stops after a few second. And his face change to be a very serious mimic.
“And now, you curse yourself because of your stupidity”
“What ...??? no no... It’s not going to be... me???... the one whom you have saved?”
I don’t need his voice to find the answer of my question. I know that I’m now falling in to the deepest part for the darkness with him. At least I have parents, and I know that I’m not that weird-appeals to the entire angel I have ever met-in fact of I’m not the pure angel. Probably this is going to be the worst part of my life and existence, or could be the best. So many question singing and crumbling in my mind, but I have so much time to be with him because of the curse-or whatever. Oddly I am glad..
We’ll see...
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